time...

Sometimes I feel lost in 'time'. The loss of this sense of time makes me unhappy, it makes me unable to enjoy the 'moment'. I've had this feeling a lot for the past few months. I wish I had the ability to stop time in moments like these that I could use on a rare occasion. So, if that frozen moment just keeps running again whenever I want. When the moment stops, if I breathe as I want, without thinking about anything, if I just stop, even if time will flow, but I would not notice...